Sexually deprived homebody needs to experience something sexual (Oshawa)

Sexually deprived homebody needs to experience something sexual

I m a shy homebody who never gets laid I m considered attractive just not very social. I watch alot of p-rn and fantasize quite a bit. I m usually extremely cautious and definitely not the type to hook up online but if I find the right person then maybe it s possible. Looking to chat for now see if it eventually turns into something more. I d ultimately love to find a female I could have some fun with I can dominate or submit or whatever is preferred. I desperately want to expload my massive load all over a female so we honestly don t even need to touch could just stroke to you even if you don t want me to expload on you just having a female watching me stroke or just being naked around a female would greatly excite me. As far as guys go I m not attracted to guys but I do fantasize alot about giving head to a guy and having him expload all over me I realize it s really gross but I kind of trained my mind to love it have no idea if I ll even enjoy it but very intrigued by the idea. I have done it before had someone years ago I experienced it with but nothing since. Back then I wasn t nearly as into it as I am now kind of hated that side of myself so I didn t always enjoy doing it. I am intensely more into it now and I m convinced I ll absolutely love it now but I could be wrong and might hate it. I m looking for someone safe and clean no std sti s and someone who will be very secretive about anything we do or talk about. I m well endowed uncut thin lean athletic body tall dark hair and eyes. Message me you re interested in chatting thanks for reading.