M4M Sissy Cocksucker Looking for Older Master (Berkeley, CA)

M4M Sissy Cocksucker Looking for Older Master

So where to begin A couple weeks ago the girl I fell in love with broke up with me by filming herself sucking another man and having her virginity taken away all because I refused to eat her out on command when she asked. Heart broken and depressed my girlfriend said it was my fault for not being able to please her. So to get back I found an older man and let him use my mouth as his personal pu-sy and let him treat me like an absolute whore so I could film it and send it to her. She got really mad and disgusted but the problem was that I liked it. I enjoyed how mad she got when guys fed me their protein every time I was hungry and feeling vengeful. I began to really enjoy it. I would tell them Lets make my ex girlfriend as jealous as we can. I want you to treat me like your absolute bitch when im sucking your c-ck and enthusiastically they would pound my mouth away. Then one day one of the guys who had me sucking him off regularly but we hadn t met for a while messaged me wanting to train me better in sucking c-ck and had me watch hypno sissy p-rn as homework on how to look cuter when I sucked his cock. At that time I thought I was still straight so feeling fully satisfied on how I had gotten back at my ex I decided to try to stop sucking dick but I couldn t stop going home and watching hypno sissy and fantasizing about his cock. I kept watching it for over a month trying to fight the urges of sucking c-ck but I had to eventually give in again. Thats when I had to text him Ever since you got me into hypno sissy p-rn I cannot stop craving cock. I feel like I just need to get it out of my system. I need to suck your c-ck dry please . After that day I felt ashamed and confused if I was still a straight man or this mans sissy cocksucker. I started to feel disgusted for being used as a sissy cocksucker since I was straight it felt revolting and shameful. But every time he showed me his c-ck or told me he wanted to give me a feeding I would get so irresistibly Horney for his c-ck and c-m I would break down into a sissy cocksucking c-m eating slut. He learned to embarrass me infant of camera by making me beg for his c-ck and sucking it uncontrably then c-m in my mouth and repeat the same process. Near the end he would have me c-m on his c-ck so my horniness would go away and he would record me shamefully licking my own c-m off his c-ck feeling degraded and back to my original straight self again. After that I decided this had become enough and I decided to pull the plug and stop sucking his cock. After 3 days if ignoring his messages he sent me a picture of his dick saying he was Horney and wanted to feed me. He told me he needed me and that his c-ck needed me. He said you were born to suck my c-ck I need you on your knees where you belong feeding on my sperm. Thinking about it I couldn t resist the offer of being this man s personal cocksucker I did want to continue pleasing this man and being his personal whore but I also hated the idea of being a mans personal cocksucker since I was straight. He messages me again with video of me sucking his c-ck then him forcing me to c-m on his c-ck and continue sucking on his c-ck shamefully with my sperm on it. When I saw him degrade me like that in the video my mind went wild. It was the hottest thing I had ever seen in my life I loved how he humiliated me when my straight side came out. I began to notice how I was developing to personalities my straight normal side and my sissy c-ck and c-m addicted side. One thing I couldn t stop enjoying now was how he would humiliate my straight side I loved how he took charge like a real man reducing my masculinity to nothing and was forcefully feminizing me. On the one side deep down I was yelling for help on the other side I couldn t stop enjoying it. He then messaged me one more time telling me to pick now or forever hold your piece. I need my personal sissy cocksucker right now. Come slut and feed on my sperm and let me make you feel safe between my legs again. Come make love to my c-ck and put that mouth where it belongs. You don t need women to feel happy all you need is my c-ck in your mouth and my sperm. Come now slut and abandon your life as a straight man or live forever without my c-ck from here on out because I will find someone who will and replace you. I was fighting every urge to text him the person I was was no longer me. That day I ran into my ex hoping we can find a way to move past what we had both done to each other she said no I don t want anything to do with you anymore I don t want you anymore I am done with you . Still feeling the hurt from the initial break up because I still loved her deep down I couldn t resist anymore I reached my breaking point. I texted him guess I am ready to be your sissy cocksucker. Can we meet tomorrow He didn t respond for a couple days so I panically messaged him again hoping he reply. I had just lost the two love of my lives for sure. I was determined on getting one of them back the one who made me feel the best. I messaged him again Hi Master I have been training myself to be a better cocksucker and being your personal sissy. Please respond I want to be your c-ck sucking bitch and have you face f--k me in the bathroom while your using the toilet. Ill suck on your c-ck while eating dinner. I ll lick your balls and swallow your sperm while you watch T.V.. I want to be your personal cocksucking c-m swallowing pig Please daddy I d do anything I want you to lubricate your c-ck by spitting on it so I can taste it. I want you to shame me and humiliate me for sucking you re cock. Please let me be your personal cocksucking slut i ll do anything Since then I became his personal cocksucker until I moved to the bay area just a month ago we were forced eventually to go our separate ways since we both were moving. Now I am looking for someone a kinky older man perferably who can make me into their personal sissy cocksucker too and continue to hypnotize me. I am looking to film something sexier and kinker this time. Maybe we can film me sucking your c-ck then me cumming and continue to suck the sperm off your c-ck while I shamefully suck your c-ck and regret every second. Maybe you can send my ex a message and film you degrading me and making fun of how thanks to her she has turned me into your personal sissy cocksucker. If your up for the job message me at alan x 97 at 0uT l00k dot com. No spaces between any of them.