A blushing bride (Palmdale, CA)

A blushing bride

What i am looking for is probably only a fantasy...A man 50-65. Antelope Valley or High desert. Rugged. Firm. But also fair.Race doesn t matter. Looks don t matter. Size does not matter.What matters is what he will do to me.Transform me.Turn me into something I yearn to be......a secret wife. A submissive bride. A loyal partner.I want a man who will strip me bare make a fist around my younger helpless c-ck and whisper to me... you are now mine. All mine. You will do everything I command. I want a man to tell me what to think.I want a man who will compel me to pleasure him.I want a man who will have me wait on him. Serve him. Do chores for him. Take care of him.I want him to have control over my finances. Total control of what I watch on TV or the internet. Complete authority over whom I speak to.I want him to dictate what I wear.I want him to treat me as a secondary person. His needs his authority are absolute.Take away my independence. My freedoms. My identity.Make me his willing servant. His wife. His mistress. His whore.And after i have been trained in the arts of serving him and keeping his house... weeks and months of lessons... i want him to bind my wrists above my head. Stripping me bare. So I am unable to flee. Helpless.And as i watch in a mixture of pride lust and shame i want him to dress me in lacy white. Stockings. Panties. A garter. A veil.And as i stand there helpless...i want him to reach out and caress my c-ck beneath my new bridal spoils... telling me i am to be his wife...and i will share his bed...and give him everything he desires in life...and he punctuates this ceremony by mounting his bound bride...as i stand helpless...in white lace...while his mighty and poweful c-ck impales me....and i gasp...like a bomb has gone off inside me...as he marks me as his property...and leaves me a helpless conquered mess...