Missing You ( A.N.) (San Marcos, CA)

Missing You ( A.N.)

OK here I am. Out in the open. Exposed for everyone to see how I feel about you. I can t fade away without trying to reach out to you. Your love means everything to me. Next to my children you are the greatest blessing I have ever received. You are so important to me. And I miss having you in my life. I miss everything we did together shopping cooking talking hanging out working out wine tasting and just trying new things for the first time with you. I m going to tell you this also. I really was looking forward to having a family with you. I wanted that more and more everyday. I still do. I m in love . True love with you. I wish you would believe that. There s nothing I wouldn t do to have a chance to prove to you everyday how much you mean to me. Even if I had to start from scratch gaining your trust again. I miss you babe. It hurts so bad not having you here. I want to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you. I wish we could talk sometime. That would be nice. Well I have so much more I would like to say to you. Maybe someday I will get the chance. Until then. I love you < 3